“Mixed feelings” is what it's like to have two opposite feelings at the same time. Fear of the elements and hope for the light, for the courage of a new day, for its blossoms and beauty. Sometimes there is a fear of the new, of the unknown. You're embarking on the unknown. You're struggling with the unknown, with the new, with the incomprehensible. Time passes and fears begin to dissipate... There is courage and confidence in choosing. And then there's light, clarity, blossoms. Thus, after every darkness, the light of hope begins to shine.