The work is devoted to the syndrome of delayed life.
Delayed life syndrome is a psychological attitude that causes a person to believe that they are not living a real life yet, but are only preparing for it.
As a result, scenarios for years or decades come down to servicing some minimal biological and social needs, creating imaginary comfort zones, escaping reality through addiction, etc. But the right moment for acting according to the heart's will and “real” life never comes. Looking back, you can see this “consumer” footprint.